Saint Agatha

“What a waste!”

The thought must have constantly coursed through (and tormented) the minds of many Roman rulers at whose orders not a few beautiful, young Christian virgins were brutally murdered. These girls would have made beautiful wives; they could have kept their lives; they could have lived long—rich and comfortable. All they had to do was deny this strange Jesus whom they believed to be their spouse.

But alas, they would not!

And what courage! What bravery they showed when their eyes were gouged out, their fair bodies scourged, their nakedness exposed, their breasts cut off, their limbs torn off one by one by beasts, their heads chopped off, their bodies burnt at the stakes while everyone else watched in amusement (or in dismay)!

What were they thinking? What had gotten into their heads?

These questions have been asked over the centuries. But how can one explain Love?

It is only she who loves that truly knows what it’s like when her Love demands something of her. For the virgin martyrs, their Love demanded from them their lives, and if they had to go through the fire, or through the teeth of starved lions to give it to him, they were ready to go all the way, as we see in the life of St Agatha.

According to tradition, Agatha was born either in Catania or Palermo in 231 AD. At age fifteen she gave away all she had—her body, her wealth, everything!—to the Lord, becoming a consecrated virgin.

Her qualities, however, had attracted the unwelcome attentions of many men, whom she rejected. But the local Roman prefect, Quintianus, would not take no for an answer. He wanted her for her beauty and her wealth, and persisted in his proposals, only to be perplexed by the young virgin’s equally persistent refusal.

When the emperor Decius issued a decree requiring all citizens to sacrifice to the Roman gods in 250 AD, Quintianus got his chance to win over Agatha. She would surely give up her faith in fear of the tortures that awaited those who disobeyed the emperor. Then she would marry him.

Or so he thought.

He had her arrested and brought before the judge: himself. The young virgin prayed for courage, which her Divine Spouse bestowed upon her such that to all the threats Quintianus managed to fabricate, Agatha simply replied, “If you threaten me with wild beasts, know that at the Name of Christ they grow tame; if you use fire, from heaven angels will drop healing dew on me.” She would not marry him, not even to save her life.

Her holy stubbornness only enraged the tyrant. He decided to have her imprisoned in a brothel, where sexual sin reigned unchecked. However, her light of purity thrived untainted even in that place of immorality. She endured this torture for a month until Quintianus himself had her withdrawn from the brothel after hearing of her calm persistence in her virtue and faith.

When she was brought before the cruel judge again, Agatha was nothing but joy and peace. Quintianus had her stretched on a rack; then her flesh was torn with iron hooks, burned with torches, and whipped. Through the excruciating pain, she proclaimed Jesus as Lord, which made the tyrant grow even more nefarious: he had her breasts twisted and cut off!

“You may destroy my body, for it is but weak and perishable; yet my soul, consecrated from my childhood to its Saviour, you cannot reach nor destroy,” she managed to say.

Quintianus threw her into a dungeon, all wounds, allowing her no food and no medical attention. But no need, because that night, her Divine Spouse sent St Peter the Apostle from heaven to cure her wounds and console her. Four days later, she would appear before an amazed, yet still obstinate Quintianus. The last of her tortures was being stripped naked and rolled over hot coals mixed with sharp shards before being sent back to prison.

Perceiving that her earthly sorrow had at last come to an end, St Agatha prayed and surrendered her soul. It was in the year 251 AD, and she was about twenty years old. She died a virgin. She had remained faithful to her Divine Spouse to the end, and he welcomed her joyfully, at last, into his embrace.

The Martyrdom of St Agatha, Giovanni Battista Tiepolo (Wikimedia Commons)

Jesus Christ, Lord of all, you see my heart; you know my desires. Possess all that I am. I am your sheep: make me worthy to overcome the devil.

It was the Lord himself who said that whoever tries to save his life will lose it, but the one who loses his life for His sake will save it (Mt 16:25). In our largely post-Christendom era, living a life of virtue may at times seem like a waste. You could be out there attending some vanity-filled party or concert instead of attending vigil Mass on Christmas Eve or Holy Saturday; you could be enjoying your life (and your body) instead of preserving your virginity for your future spouse or consecrating it in Religious Life. There are a million things you could do with your talents and faculties instead of wasting them on God.

The virgin martyrs like St Agatha, however, would rather we waste our lives on the Lord! They would rather we lose our lives for Jesus! They would have us pour out all we have and are into the uncertainty, the mystery of this strange God, until we have nothing left of ourselves. They would have us dedicate our talents to tirelessly helping the needy and spreading the Word of God. They would have us tame our senses and give up the endless pursuit of worldly pleasures, if only to grow in virtue. They would have us be laughed at and mocked; they would have us become signs of contradiction and even be called mad.

They would have us love God.

Because, it is in doing these things, really—in the folly and madness of Christian self-sacrifice and virtue (in being who God made us to be)—that we manage to live in the only true and full sense of the word; that we manage, in the end, to secure our happiness for all eternity.

St Agatha is invoked against diseases of the breast such as breast cancer. Her feast day is February 5.

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Cover image: St Agatha, Carlo Dolci (1616–1686)

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